...How much???...

How much more should I bare

How much pain should I suffer

How much more should I give

How much more will I be tested

How much emptiness should I go through

How much happiness is spare for me

How much time is still left for me

How much? How much?

Not much…and don’t ask please

Keep your faith in God

The answer will come then

Even when you’re not asking for it…

From My Each Breath

I don’t know how much longer
Could I live in this uncertainty?
Of making the same mistakes
From my each breath

Life is not a game
Could I start it over and over again?
But I got so much to lose
From my each breath

My condition deteriorates
My heart of stone never let me
Searching for freedom
From my each breath

Oh, I wander in the suffocation
When will this madness end?
As I’m losing my breath
From my each breath

The world is too beautiful
Will I have enough time?
No one can tell me
From my each breath

The breath is not mine
Nor yours neither theirs
But I’m longing to have
From my each breath

Do I have a choice?
Can you tell me the choices?
I did make a choice
From my each breath

Time is not on my side
And I can never race with him
My paces are slower than ever
From my each breath

...I Still Remember...

I still remember
Love was my twin
Love was me
Until the beginning of September

I still remember
Love left my heart
Leaving my vein empty
Draining my tears clear

I still remember
I was a fool then
Did nothing to stop love
Leaving my shelter

I still remember
I never looked back
Ahead I went hunting
Searching for love that was never near

I still remember
I changed my name
From a lover to a hater
I was love’s greatest fear

I still remember
Pain I had
Was smaller and
Painful it was to be a hater

I still remember
Love was my enemy
Vanquishing love was a priority
Those were all I remember…